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Hai. (this might be a test.)

Fri Mar 20, 2009, 3:05 AM

I wanted to push the old journal off my page.

I'm pretty sure I'm depressed (No, I don't want to talk about it. And yes, I'm fine thanks)but I'm not completely sure. I just feel like shit, I hate everyone (well, not EVERYONE. Most people.)I feel ugly as fuck, and I haven't drawn anything I liked recently (Excluding the picture of Beau and Puck that I haven't posted yet)

I dunno, did you ever like, look at yourself in the mirror and go, "Holy shit, why do people stand within 5 feet of me?"

Or somethin along those lines?

Cus I totally did that today.

Yeah, this journal is pointless. I just wanted to say that for some... Reason. Even though most of you rarely comment, and I know I almost never do, it's like... Iunno. I just like talking at the people who ARE there, I guess.

Yus, am retarded >:

Oh, and my ex came back. He's kinda permanently my ex though I think, not like last time where we got back together. It was kinda like, I still liked him but he was over me, but he's still hitting on me and shit for some reason and it pisses me off because I know he doesn't mean a word of it.

Why would you hit on someone you didn't like/intend to date anyways? I'm confused as fuck. That's like... I dunno, I'm too tired to think of a good description. But yeah. Why? Does ANYONE know? Because I'd really like to know what I'm missing here.

And uuuhh... I might not be going to Seattle/traveling like I was planning too. I have no reason to save money (as in I've no reason to go to England anymore) and my friend has a girlfriend now and I don't want to have to be around them being all lovey dovey. Which he promises won't happen but it's not the first time I've heard that one. e_e

Anywayyyss, I'm goin' to bed. Or to jump off the roof. I'm not picky.

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~Blue44 Mar 20, 2009, 3:34:31 AM

bed sounds better. go to bed. not the roof

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=TasteForInsanity Mar 20, 2009, 4:00:09 AM

What *Blue44 said.

I'm terribly sorry you're depressed, etc., and I'm sorry I can't come up with anything better than "please get well soon", but... I really hope you do get well, or at least better.

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~Dorkzcomic Mar 20, 2009, 4:32:51 AM

Yes I have looked in the mirror and done that, but then I found some cute women to talk about my hair. Trust me, cute people talking about hair is a good idea. Also, do you want me to beat up your ex? I'll do it, just let me at him for playing with you emotions >_< And roof jumping is a poor decision, its been done, not unique enough for you.

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~OhSoNyappy Mar 20, 2009, 6:23:08 AM

I do that mirror thing all the time...I think its just part of life. maybe?

And he hits on you because he probably likes it when girls like him even though he doesn't have the same feelings and has probably been an ass to them in the past. For a lot of people like that its kind of a type of competition. But i would not know if that's why hes doing it because i don't know him irl or online. Its just an educated guess.

Also, you should use your moneys to come to Minnesota!
No don't do that this state sucks and even my hardest attempt to be amazing falls short of balancing out the suck that is Minnesota. lulz

p.s. I finks that you are super talented and pretty!

p.s.s. LONG COMMENT IS LONG!

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=Fae-Puppy Mar 20, 2009, 8:22:45 AM

Sorry you've been feeling bummed lately. :/ Everyone else has already said what I was going to say and I'd hate to play "ignorant commenter" by not reading them... so I stand by what the others have said. I hope you feel better soon.

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~Jaimeuesuzu Mar 20, 2009, 10:33:57 AM

*hug* I hope you feel better soon, too. :[

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~TweaktheReaper Mar 20, 2009, 11:46:33 AM

;-;!! I've been in a depressed rut for over a year now because of ex boyfee so I know how you feel. I sowee...

Boys are teh lame says I. They should die in a fire. Well the crappy ones anyway.

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~donsowers Mar 20, 2009, 3:10:33 PM

Bleagh. He's probably doing it because he's used to doing it. I wouldn't think too hard on it.

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~Tragedie-Romantique Mar 21, 2009, 11:40:32 AM

I vote we push someone ELSE off of a roof. If we go to England, it can be sir-Operation.

Flirting for some people is second nature, and if it's innocent and fun, its a whole different story. What Sir-Operation is doing isn't flirting, it's teasing, and it's cruel. And he's doing it because he's an asshole. It really is as plain as that. You don't hurt someone and then try to make them believe you love them unless you're a rare shade of jackass.

Stitching his you-know-whats to his temporal lobe probably did not help the matter of his intelligence, either.

Anyway. You should come see me instead. You'd like the people here. They're delicious.

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